will my dream of an end will finally come true
will the dream i foresee finally make its move
will i stand alone and finally reveal what i was meant to do
will the most event that i truly fear finally come to an end
will my own greed and desire for destruction take action of this day
will i ever reach the sound that warn others of my own action
will i ever oh will i ever stand before everyone and tell the truth of my own existence
will i stand alone and become the fear of all or will i ever be the power of hope
I stand alone, taking each step of rocks and sharp knife to myself
i stand alone facing all of this sorrow without finding the source to help me
escape my own destination
i stand alone and will die alone without others understanding who i really am or believe to be
i stand alone for i fear what i believe will come true that i have no escape and must accept the task that was given to me.
I stand alone fighting and cursing and wondering my own existence for no one will ever tell for who i really am but my own self
We are tied together by some unknown fate and sometimes we try to get out of it and struggle and sometimes we stay in it and enjoy it for as long as we want; however, a sacrifice must always be maid for the happiness to continue, for without despair and sorrow, we could not have been stronger then we are now…
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After a Long Time (한참 지나서) Lyric
마주보며 나누던 얘기들 우리둘만 알았던 얘기들
지울수없나봐 버릴순없나봐 잊지못하나봐
오랜만에 둘러본 거리들
이길을 지날때면 좋아했던 기억이
자꾸 떠올라서 발길을 멈춘다
한참 지나서 나 지금여기 왔어
그때가 그리워서 모른체 살아도 생각나더라
그런 너라서 자꾸눈에 밟혀서
함께 보낸 시간들 추억들도 별처럼 쏟아지는데 넌 어떠니
행복해만 보이는 사람들
나만 혼자 외로이 남은 것만같아서
아닌 척해봐도 니생각이난다
한참지나서 나 지금여기 왔어
그때가 그리워서 모른체 살아도 생각나더라
그런 너라서 자꾸눈에 밟혀서
함께 보낸 시간들 추억들도 별처럼 쏟아지는데 눈물이나
여기서널 기다리면 볼수있을까
그땐말해줄수있을까 이런내 마음을
보고싶어서 더보고싶어져서
그런 나라서 난 너밖에 몰라서
너없이살다보니 모든게 후회로 가득하더라
니가없어서 허전한게 더 많아서
오늘도 발걸음은 이자리가 그리워 가지못하고 불러본다After a Long Time (한참 지나서) Lyric Romanization
majubomyeo nanudeon yaegideul uridulman arat-deon yaegideul
ji-ul-su-eomnnabwah beoril-suneomnnabwah i-jjimothanabwah
oraen-mane du-lleobon georideul
igi-reul chinal-ttae-myeon chowahaet-deon giyeo-gi
jakku tteo-ollaseo bal-gi-reul meomchunda
han-cham chinaseo na chigeumyeo-gi wah-sseo
keuttae-ga keuriwoseo moreun-che sarado saenggannadeora
keureon neoraseo jakkunune balbhyeoseo
hamkke bonaen shi-gandeul chu-eokdeuldo byeolcheoreom ssodajineunde neon eotteon-i
haengbo-khae-man boineun saramdeul
naman honja wehroi nameun geonmankataseo
anin cheo-khaebwahdo nisaenggaginanda
han-chamjinaseo na chigeumyeo-gi wah-sseo
keuttae-ga keuriwoseo moreun-che sarado saenggannadeora
keureon neoraseo jakkunune balbhyeoseo
hamkke bonaen shi-gandeul chu-eokdeuldo byeolcheoreom ssodajineunde nun-mu-rina
yeo-giseoneol kidarimyeon bol-suisseul-kka
keuddaen-marhaejul-suisseul-kka ireonnae ma-eumeul
bogoshipeoseo deobogoshipeojyeoseo
keureon naraseo nan neobakke mollaseo
neo-yeobshisaldaboni modeunke huhwehro kadeukhadeora
ni-gae-opteoseo heojeonhanke deo manhaseo
oneuldo bal-keo-reumeun ijari-ga keuriwo kajimotha-go bu-lleobondaAfter a Long Time (한참 지나서) Lyric English Translation
The words that we chat face to face, the words that only two of us knew
I cannot erase it, I cannot abandon it, I cannot forget it
Looking around the street after a long time
When I pass by the street, the fond memories
I keep recalled, stopping my footsteps
After a long time, I come here now
I miss you, even if I live on pretending not knowing you, but I keep recall
Because you, always appear in front of my eyes
The memories of the time we spent together rain down like stars, but where are you
People looks happy
Only me left to be alone
Even if I don’t want to admit, but I think about you
After a long time, I come here now
I miss you, even if I live on pretending not knowing you, but I keep recall
Because you, always appear in front of my eyes
The memories of the time we spent together rain down like stars, but I shed tears
Can I see you if I wait here?
Can I tell you my heart then?
I miss you, I miss you even more
Because I am like this, I only know about you
The life without you, everything is filled with regrets
Because you are not here, I feel even more empty numerous times
Today, my steps are missing this place, I cannot move on, turn around and stop
About me
My thought: The door to the past is the lead to the future for without it things would not change for the better.
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